Weeks 32 and 33 were hard for me -- that is when I experienced his early labor and then death and birth. Early one morning during my 32nd week I had 4 Braxton-Hicks contractions in an hour. While my head totally logically knew those were NOT labor contractions, my heart was scared. I was glad when they stopped and I went back to sleep.
In a few more weeks I'll be approaching the anniversary of his death and birth. I honestly don't know yet how that will make me feel. One good thing is that the baby in my belly now is healthy and active, and that is such a blessing. I can't wait to meet this little one. I wonder when this one will be born -- before or after that anniversary date? Most likely, and I hope, after. I want this one to cook at least until 38 weeks to be a very healthy, full-term baby. (At the same time I am SO ready to not be pregnant anymore, I'm already getting uncomfortable, which is bad at 34 weeks.)
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I've been thinking about you, knowing you were passing this milestone. <3 I'm glad it's passed. know you're in my heart.
love you!
Hang in there, Lee. I can't wait to meet the little one too :)
We've been thinking about you all too, Lee. Please let us know if you need anything. <3
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